Elaina West: Diary of a changed woman.
« Thread started on: Aug 4th, 2008, 7:58pm »
I've done it. I've come back from the dead with the help of Wade. I should find him and thank him one day if he isn't dead. At first I thought I could use this new life to get back at the people I thought had wronged me. Unfortunately, the one that had murdered me had already split town, Marius probably doesn't even care about me, and Nigel bit the dust. What's there left for me to get back at? NOTHING.
So... I'm just not going to do that anymore. There's no use in me being a heinous bitch anymore. I met a doctor in the church... he madea lot of sense. What he said went along with what the other guy I met in the church said pretty much. They both seemed to think that I was lucky to get a second chance and that I should use it for better things.
From this point on I am going to forget my past. No longer will I be any of the things listed below:
Then here is the list of things I need to accomplish in order to not be any of that.
Quit drinking Quit gambling Never become a detective again Love Stay away from guns and stuff Don't fall in love with Marius again.
Alright. I think I got it. So far I haven't crossed anything off yet, but I hope I can soon. The thing is... I'm not sure that I can do it yet. What can I say? I'm a little lacking in the self confidence thing. Maybe it'll come.